this is it

 Dear Rashmi 

this is your own blog and you can write wahtever you want right ?

yes I made a mistake  yes did two timing even but I had no idea my mistake gonna ruin my own life 

younger version of me gonna regret but its ok.......

i cannot face myself anymore but i have to prove myself again , i have to restart myself again , i have to rebuild myself again

this is life this is possible ,,, i always wanted a care , support,stand then love and somewhere 1 guy gave me that but i didnt value it ,because of long distance and manipulation I went away from him ..........

I wont  talk about snyone here i am gonna talk about myself ...

Rashmi I am so sorry babe , I was not like this but the situation made me this..I never wanted to end up like this

now what next

 the only things that I can do right now is to give myself space , give time with myself , love myself ,focus on myself. no more guy in life no more hates no more betray in life no more drama

its hard for me yes but I have to let the sanjok go 

I cannot face him ,the mistake Idid is not forgetable . I was  manipualted by each and every person somewhere but fine now its time for myself , i wont wait for him ...I REPEAT I WONT WAIT FOR DINESH THE WAY HE HAVE RUINED MY EVERYTHING I HOPE GOD KNOWS HOW TO TREAT HIM ......

I REPEAT I WONT TEXT DINESH , I WONT TEXTT HIM ANYMORE I WILL NEVER . BLOODY ASSHOLE HE IS , BITCH ,

now for sanjok I know i cannot adjust with him anymore , i dont want to hurrt him anymore ,he is a innocent soul,who love the every and each part and version of me , moreover he can do anything for me but its oke babe you gonne get yourself back I think this gonna be biggest win for you ....sanjok doesnot deserve me , he deserve loveable girl 💓

Rashmi already your life is so much confusion . one thing I can do to remove dinesh from my life is to love myself, i want to buy dark circle remover ... 

i will watch movies in free time no more chat , i have to do this 

i wont talk to sanjok anymore its hard for me but yes i deserve this................i cannot ruin his life ...rashmi my babe my soul i know you did mistake , i know you were not llike this , i know you begged for him , i know you were ready to compromise for him only because you were atttractedhim because of his thinking ability but now he doesnot want you in life , yes it hurts babe but trust me you gonna get better may be he was a lesson for you , you are not wrong you were confuse and yes you are also innocent soul but oke human makes mistake and you re also a human its oke babe 

you next target is to gain ielts scrore high , and join another office because it is good for me ,but at first  i have to finish ietls class and have to think about my internship . i dont know what gonna happens ...so be clear babe i love you and only love you 

sorry for this please forgive me ... I promise this wont happen again 

i wont fall for anyone just because Ineed someone , but I have to leave sanjok ..................evnthough i dont want to.........😓

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